Modest Needs Foundation

I left a message yesterday morning with Monte Sneads and my call has not been returned as of now and I was calling for emergency rent help I was 260 short and the aim program has treated me so bad. I'm going into litigation to sue them and I can't get any help from social services.

It's ridiculous. It's like if you're not chronically homeless you don't get *** and I have never asked for help before. In fact I worked for three governors of this state and I worked my *** off and all I'm asking for is a little bit of help and I sign up for the Cal aim program and I can't get *** since March of last year. I am in debt to so many different people and I owe all kinds of money.

My mental health has just totally deteriorated. I'm not the same person anymore. The way they have treated me is not right and it's not OK and they are completely responsible for who I am today who is not somebody that I like I used to want to help people and I helped people all the time before myself even my kids sometimes I would help people get sober or get off the streets or learn how to deal with high anxiety or work relationships out that they have ruined. I sponsored over 20 girls and I've done outreach in San Francisco and Sacramento but I don't feel like my mind is in my mine is in control anymore.

I feel like negative glass half empty and it's because I have gotten literally ignored. I just started reaching out this week too higher-ups like way higher up the higher-ups at Lutheran, social services and Hope cooperative don't even call me back and their housing people literally ignore me. I'm proactive and I do the footwork all of it and I do my due diligence, but that's threatening to people, but I don't care that doesn't change the fact that they are in a professional position and I need *** help. It's so ridiculous.

I called 30 places in Sacramento 30 all between the hours of 8 AM and 2 PM yesterday for help with $260 one time only and I wasn't even asking for the full amount. I was willing to break it up if like four or five people helped me so I really was asking for like 50 or $60 from each place, but I got help from nobody in 30 places and I'm already part of a social service program through Kaiser and Medicaid. It's a complete joke. Don't sign up for the Cal aim program or sit back on your *** and make them do all the work because they get pissed off obviously when you do the work and you are too efficient or you're too responsible I mean hello I need a *** place to live.

Why do you think I wouldn't be on top of it? Should I not be but being on top of it has gotten me treated like garbage, which is not OK and then I get angry and you deserve to hear every word of what I say. It's just the truth of exactly what has happened so I've filed for a IMR in a state hearing. I was issued the state hearing literally immediately and they split it because I am complaining about the Cal aim program with LSS and Hope and I've made a civil rights complaint against the housing coordinator at Hope cooperative and it's going to be against our supervisor too because nobody has called me from either agency and I've left voicemails.

I've sent emails so now I'm doing it all on LinkedIn, so their coworkers and other people in the industry can see how competent they are NOT. My state hearing is literally at the end of next week so I'm just gotta hang on until then and I'm assuming that they are going to man up and do something about this because nobody else will. I don't recommend the Cal aim program and I don't recommend Lutheran social services. They are not doing housing navigation so if somebody tries to assign you there tell them no they're a joke and so is Hope cooperative their website is all about housing and they have supposedly one person who has an attitude and is rude and does not know professionalism at all and so don't waste your time they have wasted a month short of a year of my time I signed up in March of last year and I have gotten nothing.

I have turned in probably or let them know about at least 10 properties that I could get into that's between the two of them, but Hope since she started ignoring me when I complained about her, which is why I'm filing an official civil rights and discrimination complaint with the CA OCR and DMHC, and the Fair Housing Agency. I am also suing for breach of contract in small claims court. But the lame part about it is the money isn't even the worst of it. The worst is how it's changed me and made me negative and un trusting and doubtful and I now look at the glass half empty.

I never think I deserve anything now it's *** me up mentally and emotionally and I can't even put a price on that. Literally I don't know if I'll ever be the same person but I would recommend you do whatever it takes aside from signing up for these *** agencies in programs I've also because I'm smart and resourceful have asked for public record of the budget housing budgets for these places so I can find out how many people their housing and how much money they're getting from government grants and programs, etc. and find out how long people on average are waiting as part of the Cal aim program to get into housing. I got in someplace and I can't even get them to pay transitional rent which I think they owe me for a super long time because they *** me but at least I want the six months that is available now all I can help is that my state hearing fixes everything and by everything I mean, fixes these places and they're bad performance and they're attitudes and they're unprofessionalism and maybe some crookedness I find it hard to believe that people can act this way and get away with it like has been done.

I wonder if it's a issue illegal behavior on their part with the money that they're getting I don't trust either of them I don't know anybody in the whole wide world that would allow their employee to act in this manner not even if I cussed her out in person which I have not, but that would feel good. I think Hope Co cooperative housing lady should be fired and there's no excuse for this. You don't ever act like this, and if you have a problem with me and you don't wanna work with me anymore because you are threatened by my proactiveness or I bug you then tell your supervisor and they can work something out. They can work with me or something I mean, that's ridiculous to begin with but still there's several options that don't include ever to ignore your client and ignore their please for housing and their email saying I can get in here.

I just need this. She won't even work with my case manager from there and my case managers supervisor hasn't done anything either. What is wrong with these people? I just don't even understand.

I guess I am accustomed to ultra professionalism and ultra responsibility and respect, but these places don't deserve any of that. They don't have any of that and they don't deserve it..